Ever get so crabby that you can't even stand yourself? I have been a total piece of work lately. So much so that I started thinking that I was on the verge of losing my witts. I recently snapped at a friend going through a hard time, and believe I have ruined the friendship. She just asked the wrong thing at the wrong time and that was it. I had no filter and just went off on her.
I felt like sticking a humongo "L" on my forehead because I can't find a job. I have my TS business, which I LOVE and continue to work with enthusiasm, but feel that I need to find something more consistant. I have applied and applied only to hear... "crickets".
On Sunday night, I decided I was turning over a new leaf. I'm sick of being upset. I'm sick of being in a bad mood. I'm sick of being crabby. Whatever is going on in my life, "is what it is". There are so many things that can not be changed, and I was wearing myself out trying to change them.
I am the luckiest person in the world to have such a supportive husband. Dennis has shouldered me through all of this, and held my head up high when I couldn't. He has said the right things at the right time, and now... I feel so much better. I am really thankful that I had him to lean on.
Turning new leaf project #1.
ReplyDelete- Stop Calling Yourself a Loser
- Stop confirming that you can't find a job
Your new mantras...
-I am a woman of great power and am confident that a great job is coming my way! I am deserving of all new opportunities!
Say it with enthuasim sista! Shout it every morning. Be-lieve it! Own it like you are a Victoria Secret Model on a runway. WOWZERS!! Watch out world, here comes Val!!
Love ya chics!
jro is right on here too Val.
ReplyDeleteAnd by the way I could use a new leaf as well. So I think I'll join ya.
I, too, have been here. Sounds like you are on the right track. Life is series of peaks and valleys and you have just been in a valley. It happens to the best of us, so stop beating yourself up.
ReplyDeleteHow about a trip to the cider mill?
PS Jro is right on. Go Jro!